March 1rst

Ok lets see, updates, updates, Updates...
I got my lip pierced last week at Lucky Leopard on US Hwy 19. It is still healing but I love it. I got the left side pierced. Mike doesn't really dig it I don't think. Oh well, I love it.

Next, hmm lets see... I went to The pychiatrist and the newest thing to add to list is ADHD. He put me on new meds, took me off the geodon.
Lets tally the list:
Manic Depressant
Paroniod Skitzoprenic
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
and now
ADHD

Makes me feel broken when I look at all that. Oh well, I have to live with it, and it doesnt make me less of a person.

ok well more stuff..lets see, Jinx my girlfriend came down for a day and a half from orlando. I had to pick her up and take her home. We went out to eat at olive garden, and me, her and Mike went to The Strip Club. Its called Brass Flamingo. Mike ended up getting some lap dances, with the 2 for one special they had, and they gave him a free pair of pajama pants. He wore them when he got home.

Today I designed a new shirt for SecondLife.com, my bussiness inside the game, Bloody Kisses Designs. I made a Rainbow Brite Tee. Next one Im making is GArbage Pail Kids. It will be cool.

Ive been writting more, for my new book. IM on chapter Three. When I get done with the book Ill post a few chapters as a teaser. Hopefully it wont be to dificult to get it published. *crosses Fingers* :)

Well Thats about it. Not much, but its my life. More later...when it happens. Im off to PLay WoW.

Love,
Tiff

Updateroni LOL

Updateroni haha, I'm feeling like Ned Flanders here lmao.
Anyways, this is a blog post is an update. Last one was way off, I never really did start writing everyday. I have started writing just sparaticly, whenever I feel the need. I started a book called Bi Me. Its about a fictional version of me, Bi-polar, Bi-Sexual, and By Me hehe. So far I have a few good pages. Its coming slow, but at least its coming.

Anyways, Ive been playing SecondLife.com and World Of War Craft, as well as TheSimsOnline.
Im a pretty busy gamer. I sell my lindens from sales of Bloody Kisses, to pay my WoW payment. Works out pretty well so far. Mike tossed me 20 bucks, to help with my payments. Papi Started playing wow again today. YAY!!!!

I go to my Shrink tomorrow, not exactly looking forward to that nor an I dreading it, so ehh.
He seems like a good Dr. so I guess I'm in good hands. This Bi-Polar thing isn't the greatest news in my life lol.

We went To Darren and Stacy's For dinner tonight, She made ribs, kilbosa and kabobs, baked potatoes and mac and cheese. Which Meant I ate only Mac and cheese and tatter. I don't really much like meat, although I'm def not a vegan. I'm stuffed. It was funny cause Mike had 2 plates of ribs, 2 potatoes and mac and cheese, then came directly home and ate a bowl of cereal lol. I was just like WOW!!!

Anyways, going to go play WoW for a while, cya later.

Love,
Me

A Good Word...

I have decided I want to start writing again. I have said this time and again, and have indeed "started" however after only writing a few pages, I abandon my whole project!
This time I have made up my mind to write at least one page a day, every day...NO Matter what! This wont be easy, as I'm sure Ill try and put it out of my mind, if I'm tired or if I'm hurting or perhaps even if I'm busy with something. I dont care what it is, even if its to start a new project...ONE Full page must be done per day!

I have to keep this promise to myself. I know I have it in me to complete a book. Id like to write both Fiction, and try a stab at a childrens book as well. If I did do a childrens book, I would want to do most if not all of the illustrations. If it wasn't me, I would have to approve of all the art. For some reason doing a childrens book rather agrees with me, however earlier on I never would have even thought about it.

Writing won't be easy, as I always have a hard time getting the format in order. I have to do it, I need to pour some of it out of me, I have just way to much to contain...It wants out. I never thought creativity would need its own release, on its own terms...If that makes sense.
It is 5:30 am, and I have yet to make it to bed yet. I am very sure this whole Random jack-jaw rambling will make no sense after a good nights slumber. Hopefully The point of it will still remain for me. I have to stick with it!!!

Anyways, taataa for now, And please dismiss this post if its not making any sense.

Love,
Me

Life Slips By Sooo Fast!

Im sitting here surfing the net and watching Family Guy, all the while thinking....Thinking of past friends, and memories from a long time ago. Life seems to be slipping by so damn fast. My mother used to say: The older you get, The Quicker time flies by! I did not used to beleive her, as growing up and beening a teen...life is so slow and you never think you will be an adult. Oh woah was I wrong, damn thats hard to admit mom was right.

I have gotten married, bought a home of my own, bought cars and more cars. I have seen the friends and family around me marry, have children, and even die. Its going to fast, at this rate it seems I will be old and shaking my fist at kids on my lawn in no time at all.

I want to reconnect with my friends, especially the ones I dont see at all any more. As it is My Best Friend sees me on average once a month or less. Her son Konner is 9 monthes old, and It seems like he was just born yesterday. The lil cutie is growing so fast. Hopefully at this rate of life Ill make it his graduation!

In particular there is an old fvriend from High School Im missing a lot of lately. I had conversed with her a few times in the past since School, but only a hand full of times. At one point in my life long ago she was one of my very best friends. I loved her very much. Now Meridith has moved out of florida, and I will never see her agai9n most likely. I have very recently been in contact with her via myspace. This is making me miss her more, however Im not even sure she wants to reconnect as friends now.

I remember when we were young, and she told me: If you ever miss me or are thinking of me look up at the night sky and look to the stars. Then you will know Im looking at the same sky thinking of you to. To this very day I still look up to the stars and Think of her.

I hope one day I can get out of this antisocial, time fading loop. I miss my old friends.

Enough for now....
Love,
Me

Welcome to My Blogg

Hi My Name is Tiffany, My Internet Name is DeviantlyMe, or at least thats the name I use most often online... I wanted to start a fresh Blogg here for myself, however you are always welcome to come on in and have a peek. I have a couple of different bloggs. Some here and some on other sites but for main pruposes this will now become my full time personal blogg. My last "online journal" feels tainted as it was used against me in the court of law. I was injured in a car accident and sued the the driver and the company he was working for at the time. He was in the companies car at the time of the wreck. Thier attorney tried to use my online journal entries against me, however they failed and I ended up settling my case in trial on the second day in the courtroom. Now with this brief lil flashback I think you now know why I want a fresh Blogg and hopefully some new happy entries to post....and the rants to. This Blogg will be all me, no candy coating on the rants, nor details spared on the good stuff! You will see in my profile that I have another Blogg associated with this Blogger account. That is my SL Blogg. For all you SLer's go check that out! If you dont know what SecondLife is, check out the other blogg and click on the links to check it out even more.

Enough for now, more later!

XXX
Deviantly Me